Rusting

It's only the first few weeks of this semester and I'm a bit knackered, what with site visits, assignments, presentations and assignments, site visits, presentations and site visits - notice the multiple usage of 'site visits' which actually means lotsa lotsa of site visits - but wait, it has been only 3 weeks and I do ponder, what will the next 11 weeks bring ?

Submissions are due almost every week and obviously, to clasp even a slight moment for my own self is a bit unlikely. Ask us how many days do we have an actual sleep adorned with fascinating oneiric world. Ask us how many chance do we have to savour our minutes of life. Dare I say none.

Oh no, I'm not complaining. I'm just stating some of the facts, the story of my life. A little bit of 'no-life' but actually, just actually, I'm enjoying it. Surely I am sleep deprived like always, I don't have any real sleep for almost two weeks and my routine has long gone south. Never you mind, I'm used to it. Let's just hope I'll be standing as solid as a statue as the days and nights pass me by.

Well, let tomorrows begin.

Oranges

Chinese New Year reminds me of something foolish that I really wish I'd done it about 5 years ago. It was inevitably a stupid thing, mayhap the stupidest and the silliest thing ever and I wish if I did it, and when I am old and grey, I'll whisper to myself, '...yes, I did that stupid thing..'

I wish I did that stupid thing. I wish I sent the oranges.

Sometimes, just sometimes, you should just follow your heart and trust your instinct. It might be stupid, it might be a damage beyond repair, or perhaps an intangible wound but at least you take the chance. At least you can giggle about it in the future. At least you'll know.

La incertidumbre es una margarita cuyos pétalos no se terminan jamás de deshojar.

Oh, hello February

Cuti dah nak habis. 3 minggu blah macam tu je. Lusa dah nak balik kampus. Dan aku tak sabar nak balik kelas. Tak sabar nak belajar, tak sabar nak jumpa kawan-kawan, tak sabar nak score, tak sabar nak design lagi, tak sabar nak stay up, tak sabar nak buat terbaik. Semangat ni nak start semester dua tahun dua. Syndrome awal semester. Pfftt.

Oh, hello February !