Nineteen

To be honest, it's kinda weird to wake up today and the first person I saw was not my family. I've been so used to wake up on my birthday and my family was the first bunch of people I saw. I miss that. Anyhoo, Happy Nineteen Aisyah. Another year has passed and you are not getting younger. Do your best. May your nineteen will be something to remember.

Just Okay

I haven't slept properly since cric session 2, that was about 2 weeks ago. There were days where I slept at 4 am and woke up around 8am and there were days where I slept around 6 am and woke up at 10am. And of course sleepless nights. And I also haven't eaten properly. Lunch, dinner, breakfast, ikut suka perut. Maggi and NESCAFE. These two junks, have always been the meal. It's all because of our beloved final project.

Yesterday was the final presentation. I won't say I did well nor bad. Just okay. Different lecturers have their own ways of describing a design. And that was my main frustration. All was well during the consultation hours and cric sessions. But yesterday was a bit disappointing. And I'm not surprised If A isn't my grade.

Well, it's over now. What's done is done. With blood, sweat and tears, thank goodness it's over. Well, not really. We still have our portfolio day next Wednesday and I have so many things to do before the date. And next week our final exams starts. So gotta study really hard.

I was almost giving up architecture, when one day a friend of mine posted this ayat ;

"Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagi kamu, dan boleh jadi kamu menyukai sesuatu padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, sesungguhnya Allah maha mengetahui sedangkan kamu tidak mengetahui"

Architecture is tough, but fun. Aku dah pilih jalan ni. Kena lah tahan.

Pathetic

This is kinda, ermm, pathetic because I'm spending the delightful Sunday morning doing drawings and drawings and drawings, alone. It's almost noon and I haven't taken my bath nor my breakfast. As soon as I woke up from sleep, I grabbed my drawings tools, resuming what I had left yesterday. Thank goodness I had done the laundries. Thank goodness the hostel room is clean. And thank you Allah for giving me another day to live for.

This is the pathetic life of an architecture student. But it's fun !

Adapun nikmat Tuhanmu, maka hendaklah engkau sebut-sebutkan (dan zahirkan) sebagai bersyukur kepadaNya.

( 93: 11 )

To Held The Moment

Let's take a brief break from the assignments shall we ?

So I am home right now and honestly, aku rasa agak bersalah balik rumah sebab assignment belum complete dan mock-up model belum buat lagi. Ye, aku tahu aku sudah banyak habiskan banyak board hanya untuk buat mock-up model. Nak buat macam mana, idea masih malu untuk datang menjengah.

Aku teringat kata-kata Bro Spahic waktu kelas Quran Sunnah and Built Environment ;

"I wish when I wake up in the morning, the only thing that I'm about to worry is what's for breakfast. "

Ahhh, isn't that a heaven ? A perfect moment to start the day. Isn't that what we all want ? I know I want it. But to reach and to grasp that particular moment needs time, patience, and effort. I'm working on it right now. Gotta work hard so that one day, the moment is mine !

*Tetiba rasa semangat nak sambung buat assignment. Btw, Salam Maal Hijrah :)

It's Hard to Say But It's Time to Say It

Goodbye home. See you next time. The fun is over and it's time to exert extra pressure on the brain. No more lacking off and no more procrastinating, Insya-allah. Well, bye ~

Fresh and Wild

Can you feel it ? Can you feel it in the air ? Can you feel it around you ? Can ya ?

Well, I can. I'm feeling kinda tense right now. Perhaps bringing home the assignments wasn't really a good idea. But then, at the end of the week, at the end of the day, it's me who will be struggling to the max to finish the assignments. On the other hand, holidays are meant to be relaxing. Holidays are to enjoy every single possible moment, to indulge ourselves in doing things that we love. For me, the most enjoyable thing to do right know is to rest. To have sufficient rest so that I'll be back in Gombak fresh and wild. No, just fresh.

No, I'm not complaining. I just wish I can complete my assignments without feeling any tense. But we all know that along with assignments, there's always stress. Haha. Well, yeah~

" Be happy and be in love with you makes me a crappy doctor - House "

So be it

Wow. What a great way to start the day. Wow. Damn wow. I'd be much happier if I didn't know about it. It's been years but it felt like yesterday. But things happen, don't they. You can't stop what it is. And things happen for its own reason. That's life ladies and gentlemen. That's how it goes. No matter how much you've tried to ignore it, and no matter how far you've run, it will always be there.

So be it. So be it.

Salam Aidil Adha

Saya sudah pun selamat sampai ke rumah dan sedang bahagia dapat bertemu semula dengan sang keluarga setelah beberapa minggu tidak bersua muka. Mari kita abadikan cuti seminggu ini dengan berehat secukupnya disamping menyiapkan segala tugasan yang telah diberi oleh para pensyarah UIA. Dan ingin saya ucapkan,

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA

‎" Daging (qurban) dan darahnya itu sekali-kali tidak akan sampai kepada ALLAH, tetapi yang sampai kepadaNYA adalah ketakwaan kamu "

Surah Al-Haj, ayat 37

The Color Yellow

It is almost a month of studying in UIA, and so far, everything's fine. The real life as an architecture student has begun and no doubt I was struggling and doing my best to adapt to the new environment and surrounding. Well, there's not much differences between life in UIA and life in CFS, except the classes are a little bit farther fromthe mahallah and the assignments so far were much, well, tougher.

Our first design project was about designing a new facade for three shops. It was kinda challenging because we had to build 3D facade on an A0 board. That's like 8 pieces of drawing papers glued together.

Our initial idea was rejected and it took us the whole day to come up with new designs and several sketches. Not to mention about the stress and how I felt really blue for the rest of the day. We faced difficulties, hardships and the situation between us got a little bit strain. Luckily, our final design was accepted on Tuesday, around 12.30 am in Studio 6 by Sir Azrizal. And that was a huge relief. Then, it took us about two days and one sleepless night to complete the whole facade. It reminded me of how I used to stay up the whole in CFS to complete my projects.

The submission day was on Friday at 10 am. Our model was a bit smaller than other's and well, wasn't as pretty as other's but we were proud of it. We gave a great effort to finish it. It may not be the best work around but we certainly have done our best to build the facade.

And to our great surprise, Prof Aziah kinda liked it and we got good reviews as well as a big applause from her. It just shows that along with every difficulties, there will always be ease. And along with hard work, efforts and doa, insya-allah, Allah will help us. Alhamdulillah, praise to the Lord.

But it's not the time for us to be over the moon because it's only the first project. There's a long journey ahead us the the hardship doesn't stop here. In the future, greater obstacles await us. I wish I can do better next time. I wish we all can perform better for the next project.

Well, that's all for now. Cheerio mates.

the color yellow somehow reminds me of someone ....

Charming

I just got home last night and goodness, I forgot what it 's like to be back. Nothing can beat home, though I have to start treating my hostel as my home, my second home to be exact. So far, life's pretty damn good, if I ignore all the assignments and projects.

Speaking about assignment, I can't believe we were given tonnes of assignments on the first week of class. But I'm not complaining. I'm actually quite excited to start commencing my projects, though I didn't do quite well on the first sketching exercise. Frankly, I'm not really good in producing a fine composition. That's why I only afford to obtain B for my Malay Heritage project back in the CFS and that's why I've been avoiding doing posters. Sigh.

Aside from the assignments and projects, everything was well. I had to walk around 30 minutes to reach KAED and about 40 minutes to attend Bahasa Melayu class in KENMS. It was kinda fun to have to walk to the classes because somehow it reminded me of Sarawak, nice cold Sarawak, regardless the fact that it was tiring and perspiring and I felt so fatigue and the feet felt so sore.

Oh yeah, I forgot to tell you about the orientation week. It wasn't anywhere near great and I won't say it was the best orientation week ever for sure but it was the last. But I had such a great time with Baiti, Ruby, Nor and Syud. They made the best ridiculous silly jokes ever and I can't stop myself from laughing. Too bad we aren't in the same class anymore. It's just too bad. And too bad we can't stay as roommates like before.

My roommates are people of whom I am not familiar with, just like my first day in CFS. Two of em are in final year, majoring in TESL and Economics while the other one is majoring in Applied Arts. So far, I can get along with them. And hopefully they can get along with me because I can be awfully quiet with strangers.

Next week is KAED FEST. I don't know what the heck is that but I'm going to pretend that it will not bother my plans for next week as I'm going to do my projects as well as taking a tour around the UIA and getting acquainted with the library. And I'm going to hunt for a swimming class. I'm thinking of taking French class but the classes are on weekdays. I prefer classes on weekends. To have classes on weekends means more money.

Money is tight here especially for an architecture student like me. We spend more money on papers than on anything else. I have to start doing my budget and I definitely have to start spending money wisely. And time. No more slacking off, no more procrastinating, no more dillydally. Just stay in focus because once we fall, it's hard to rise back.

I think that's all for now. Yeah, I know it's a long post. Good bye for now.

Au Revoir.

Salam Syawal

Hopefully it's not to late for me to wish

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Aidilfitri is the end of the month of Ramadan. We say goodbye to the holy month, its beautiful days and its fragrant nights. We leave the month of seeking nearness to HIM and an opportunity to recharge our iman. Aidilfitri is the day when we Muslims thank Allah for having given us the strength to endure fasting and to have the chance to obey HIS commandment during the holy month of Ramadhan.

But bear in mind that we shouldn't rejoice that Ramadan is over because we will never know whether we still do have the chance to celebrate Ramadhan again. Ramadhan is not just restraining ourselves from eating or whatsoever, it's about doing our best to gather pahala as many as possible. And Syawal is not the Festival of Food, it's a month of celebration of thanks to Allah for giving us the chance and the strength to carry out His commands during the Holy month.

It is as simple as that.

Whilst I'm Here

Few more weeks left then I'm leaving home ! Huh, I am soo pathetic. Gombak isn't that far. It only takes around 40 minutes to reach there. Why am I being so emotional about stepping out from the house ? Come on, me. You can't live with your family forever. You have your own life to live. Starting university isn't the end, but it's the beginning of a new chapter. It's a scary chapter but hey, everyone's going through it. Sooner or later, this chapter WILL be a part of your book. Just stand still and bear with it. Everything is going to be just fine. Insya-allah, insya-allah.

Life's

Life is full of mysteries. You turn your head over there, a miracle happens here. You think there's no such thing as fairy tale, but indeed there is. The fairy tale of life. Where you are permit to dream every single moment without being oppressed by the harsh reality. Where everything seems so catchy and wondrous and whatever, regardless what's the real outside world has to say.

Life is full of miracles. You think you 're living a dull boring life yet at the end of the rope, there's colorful cheerful moments approaching you. Moments that are full with blithe and euphoria, full with excitements you never keen, full with HIS love you never seek. Moments you never thought to be a part with.

Life is full of unexpected. You never know what's going to happen the next second. You are as happy as a cat, joyfully playing around with a ball of yarn, drinking fresh white milk everyday, sleeping on a nice comfy couch. Then, out of a blue, you are as sad as a clown. Cherishing other people's life, putting smiles on the audience's faces yet your life ain't smiling back at you.

Life is full of surprises. When it happens, the star in your life either fall or will rise. One day you are on top of the mountain, laughing maniacally, triumphantly smile because you have conquered the peak. And the next day you are at the bottom of the sea. Searching for light, grasping for air, wondering whether you could escape lively.

Life is full of uncertainties. You will never know what the future holds. You'll never know what's going to happen next. But the crucial part is learning to live with uncertainty and tolerating not knowing what the future holds. How you deal with the uncertainty is all that matters. Are you going to give up from unfolding the future or are you going to do your best to ensure that your future is as bright as the sun ? The choices are in your very own hands.

If you think you are fully in charge of your life, then you are just a fool. Because life's like a box of chocolate, you'll never know what flavour you're gonna get. Life is not always fair. Sometimes you get a splinter even while sliding down a rainbow.

Marhaban Ya Ramadhan !

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

السلام عليكم

Bagi menyempurnakan titah perintah Seri Paduka Baginda Yang Di-Pertuan Agong, setelah diperkenankan oleh Duli – Duli Yang Maha Mulia Raja – Raja, maka adalah dengan ini saya mengisytiharkan bahawa tarikh permulaan Puasa bagi negeri – negeri seluruh Malaysia telah ditetapkan pada hari Sabtu, 1 haribulan Ogos tahun 2011. Sekian.

السلام عليكم

Marhaban Ya Ramdhan !

May this Ramadhan bring you the utmost in peace and prosperity.

May this the light that we celebrate in Ramadhan show us the way and lead us together on the path of peace ad harmony.

The Bittersweet End Of Harry Pottter.

It's officially over: after eight movies and seven books that spanned more than a decade, the Harry Potter is finally at an end.

When I read the last book, I always said to myself, this is the final one. Savor every words. Don't skip a moment. My heart kept on pounding throughout the whole book and I failed to hold my tears when some of the characters died. I couldn't get over the fact that Harry Potter is over!

I used to despise Harry Potter because I thought it was all about magic, like Houdini's or Chris angel's or whatever. But it's not. Harry Potter was about friendship, family, sacrifices and love. It's about how love conquered all. Like Lily Potter died protecting his son. Like all other characters who died for Harry Potter, for the name of victory, and for the greater good.

I watched HP Part2 couple of days ago and may I say it again, it was pure awesome ! And I must admit, I cried when I read the books and I cried harder during the movie. I cried when Severus Snape died. I cried when Harry Potter entered the great hall to find out Fred Weasley, Remus Lupin and Tonk's dead bodies were laid next to each other. I cried the hardest when Severus Snape embraced and cried over Lily Potter lifeless body. It was like watching an eternal love story, the lifetime love of Severus Snape for the dear Lily Potter. Severus Snape, the misunderstood and complex character, who made quite an impact throughout the series, has always been my favourite character of all.

And there's Severus Snape's last words were simply " Look at me " to Harry Potter to see Lily Evans' eyes for the last time.

And how the characters shared their powers, joining their forces, dared to die to defeat the evil LORD VOLDERMORT were really an awestruck. Man, JK Rowling's a genius. Words can't express how I felt when I watched the movies and read the books. And words can't express the awesomeness of the series.

"We defended the Stone, we found the Chamber, we freed the Prisoner, we were chosen by the Goblet, we fought alongside the Order, we learned from the Prince and we mastered the Hallows. We are the Harry Potter Generation. And a very proud one. "

I do understand why some people said watching HP7 was like watching their childhood memories came to the end. I didn't grow up with HP, but HP was a part of my growing up process. Funny isn't it. The only thing you've been following, you've been loyal to has ended. It was bittersweet to see it end. Harry Potter is definitely going to leave a scar in my life.

"The scar had not pained Harry for nineteen years. All was well."

Fly By

Bonjour à vous chers lecteurs :)

It's Saturday and you know what, I don't really like Saturdays. Saturdays means stuck at home when there's nothing good on the TV and when there's nothing much to do around the house. And I know I'm going to regret it by saying this.

Everybody's been talking about Harry Potter lately. Yeah I know, it's the most exciting movie of the year. The final installment of the series. The point where it all ends. I haven't watch it yet because I haven't watch the first part and I thought I want to read the book first. The books are way better than the movies. Trust me. But I don't know, maybe I'll change my mind although I know what exactly going to happen. I know who'll win.

Then, about the UPU result. Everyone's been updating their status regarding their placement in the universities. Congratulations. You all deserved it. And it seems like none of my friends are going to UIA this September with me. It's kinda sad being alone in that big university without any single sagarian or rahmanian around. Guess I just have to get over it, huh ?

Anyhoo, been coughing a lot these past days. Is it because of the damp weather or what. And I think I managed to shed some pounds. Hooraah !

well that's all for today, I think. Au revoir !

Pelik

And there she goes, striding along the street, proudly, thinking how amazing it is to be the center of attention, without thinking what's lurking inside the men's mind.

Pelik. Masih tidak tahu prinsip aurat meski hidup di dunia semakin pendek. Pelik. Dilahirkan sebagai Muslim tapi masih bangga mendedahkan tubuh sana sini. Pelik. Kata tubuh adalah aset penting, tapi masih murah hati memaparkan pada tontonan umum. Pelik pemikiran manusia hari ini. Pelik.

Wordless Wednesday

I don't want Harry Potter series to end :'(

Pondering Moment

It sure feels nice when you have a time on your own. It sure feels great to stop and ponder around about all the things around you. Every sight has their own stories and reasons. Try stepping out from the house and observe the livings and the creations around you. How HE created every single living thing with such details and respects. How each creation is connected with the others and how one being malfunction would create such a harm to this delicate world.

no sun, there'll be no moonlight to gaze about. no sun, no warmth of the earth, no sunlight. no sunlight, no plants are able to carry out photosynthesis. no photosynthesis, no oxygen. no oxygen, where are we ?

HIS creations are magnificent. Have you ever wonder how the skies were built without any columns? How the sea never dry despite of its usage every single day ? How the birds are soaring high in the sky without any help ? How the flowers know its time to bloom? 

In the end, people constantly ignore this 'little' thing. We often forget how HE had granted too much for us. The oxygen, the land, the sea, the mountains, the flowers, the five senses and mostly, Islam. yet what do we do in returning favors to him ? Are we Islam by the name, or by the heart ?

Nur Amina

*balas senyum-senyum dulu.

" matrik mana dulu ? "

" matrik kat arau, perlis "

" wow, jauh. ambil ape ? "

" ambil akaun. ambil architecture ye ? "

" ha'ah ... "

" err, tak susah ke ? "

" emm, ...kalau minat tak susah laa "

" owhh .. "

so, bila sebut pasal architecture, semua orang kata susah. semua macam pelik bila aku cakap, SAYA AMBIL ARCHITECTURE. apakah ? sebab architecture antara profession yang kurang diminati di malaysia ? sebab profession ini untuk orang lelaki sahaja ke ? perempuan sekadar architect rumah tangga. begitu ?

ingin saya tekankan bahawa nisbah architect di malaysia adalah lebih kurang 1 : 16000 pada tahun 2009.

Susah ke wahai architect - architect di luar sana ? setahu aku RAMAI female architect kat luar sana. nak aku listkan ?

" betul nak amik architecture ? "

'' betul ...... "

" betul ? susah tau .... "

" betul ..... "

berapa banyak betul saya kena convince anda ? okay. fine. maybe sebab kita selalu didedahkan dengan architect berjantina lelaki. maybe sebab architect sinonim dengan lelaki. tapi tiada garis panduan yang mengatakan architecture only for men. oleh itu, berilah lah kami perempuan pula untuk menjadi architect. If a woman can run the parliament, why can't a woman be an architect ? bila ada perempuan yang jadi architect, berbangga la kerana perempuan pun boleh berjaya seperti lelaki. dan jika ada architect yang berpegang pada prinsip islam regardless the sex, berbangga lah lagi kerana orang islam pun boleh sehebat orang barat.

izinkanlah kami menjadi architect yang muslimah.

" susah tau jadi arkitek. kau kena tahu mana nak pasang elektrik, kau kena tahu sistem kumbahan. pencahayaan dari mana, arah mata angin. tanah pun bukan sebarang tanah kau boleh buat bangunan.... ''

percayalah, dah banyak kali aku dengar perkataan SUSAH ni. tapi kerana minat, aku sanggup ambil risiko. biar aku boldkan. kerana minat. mind you that i am most definitely aware of the risks and the great struggle of being in this field. bila minat, insya-allah semua benda yang susah jadi senang. bila orang tanya aku, susah tak medic ? aku jawab,

'' susah ! kau kena belajar dekat berapa puluh tahun. kena hafal term-term yang pelik2. kena tahu segala jenis proses dan sistem. bagaimana satu sistem ada connection dengan sistem-sistem yang lain. dengan darah lagi bla bla bla... ''

kalau bio aku cakap susah, apatah lagi medic. aku jawab susah sebab aku tak minat. cuba tanya budak yang ambil medic, mesti dorang dengan muka selamba jawab senang je oi! sebab mereka minat bukan.

kalau orang tanya, susah tak accounting ? aku jawab,

'' susah. kena balance perbelanjaan laa, nombor kena betul sebab salah satu nombor salah semua. ada cukai lagi, budget bla bla bla... ''

budak akaun pula cakap alarhh, senang jew.

see ? if you have the passion, you have the will to be success nevertheless the risks and obstacles.

tapi sebenarnya mindset. mindset manusia yang suka kata susah tanpa mencuba. mindset manusia yang tak nak berusaha untuk mengikis perkataan susah dari kepala. dan dalam apa jua situasi pun, kita kembali kepada prinsip yang paling asas. TIADA PEKERJAAN DI DUNIA INI YANG SENANG. TIADA YANG SENANG TANPA USAHA YANG MANTAP.

wassalam.

Amateur #2

Amateur

Tonight

Currently, I'm blogging for the Mahallah Zainab's cybercafe because I don't feel like blogging from my room because most of my friends are whether on their way back to home or probabaly already at home. And I just can't stand the gloomy empty mahabbah. Sigh. And the next time I'm gonna see them when the calender shows 6th September 2011. This is my last visit to this mahallah and the thought makes me feel a wee bit of sad. I finished my foundation yesterday and I'm coming home tonight.

Too many emotion swinging around the room. I'm gonna continue my blogging session back at home. Where the surrounding is much much lighter.

It's Been A While

Good evening ladies and gentlemen. After days of living in my lovely hostel, I’ve finally reached home and after almost two weeks without blogging, here comes my first blog of the period.

I’ve been quite busy for the past two weeks. MUET, Mid Term Examination, quizzes, and oh yeah, basketball. And not to mention, I couldn't get online for those two weeks because there was definitely something wrong with my modem. Sigh. You know, it's not that bad when once a while you are 'away' from the internet. It’s like you are having more time on your own. It’s like you can focus on yourself and your studies.

Me? I spent my time on enhancing my drawing skill, I watched several movies, I studied Arabic with my roommates, I squatted at my friends' rooms, celebrated couple of birthdays, went for a jog in the early hours, played basketball during the night and gossiping with the girls. See, it was a busy moment right? À tout à l'heure !

saya yang tinggi sekali !

Outta Home

Went for a jog this evening. Need to get rid some flab. Need to strengthen my spine. Need to get some fresh air. Need to see the sun. And desperately need to get some muscles on the abs. Hehehe. Nahhh, just kidding. Actually, went for a jog to escape the boredom of doing nothing at home. Goodness, I miss GC. And Maths.

Stop and Stare

I know how it feels like to do something that is absolutely absurd and stupid, then regretting it. I mean, I've done that like a  thousand of times. It'll make you feel silly and bad and sometimes, you just feel like shutting yourself from this world. but trust me, those actions are gonna be the sweetest memories. And when you look back, it'll be a laughing matter.

And one more thing. Do not afraid to be wrong, because we learn from mistakes. Mistakes teach us to deal  with what's wrong and what's right, which's good and which's bad in the future ahead.

The Usual Day

Today's just the usual day like before.

Me hanging around the house, driving around BRP, sneaking around the kitchen, slacking in front of the idiot box, flipping pages of books, singing the same tune, playing The Sims like always, doing the same chores, wake up early in the morning, sleep at the exact time like yesterdays, watching The Simpsons every single episode that I have, onlining the same old Facebook, watching the same person onlining, and repeating the day over and over again, till the end of this long holidays. Don't fret, I'm still happy.

And It's Over

And the final examination is over. Alhamdulillah. well, I did my best. Walaupun bape kali aku terlelap bila revise subject computer. Portfolio day untuk GC dan ED juge sudah tamat. Sudah redo dan sudah touching sikit. Cuma tinggal external portfolio day 25hb ni. It’s good to be home, after days without class. And I’m just darn happy that my little brother is getting chubbier! Okay. It’s goodbye and farewell to both GC and ED. See yaa in GOMBAK. Insya-allah.

To my roommates of STUDIO 2 and STUDIO 7, all the best! Doakan aku dapat bidang Architecture kat Gombak nnt!

Dear Friend :)

Dear friend,

I've been longing to say this, I've been holding this inside my very heart but I was too full of pride and I did not have any courage to say it. But yeah, I still do not have enough courage to say it in front of you, but at least I'm gonna say it here.

Dear friend,

Thank you for all the good times we that we have spent together. You were such a good, no, a great friend! You knew me well better than others. You understood me better than others. We had a great chemistry, don’t we? We could talk about anything and never get bored of it. We chatted for hours and hours until late at night. We shared happy stories, we traded sad stories.

When I was down, you listened to me. You gave me advices. When I was nervous, you motivated me. You made me feel like I was on the peak of the mountain. You used to laugh at my jokes, which I found out later that the jokes weren't as funny as I thought. But still, you laughed. When the examination was near, you knew I can do it. You never thought I can do it. You just knew I can do it.

And you always sent me some funny messages.  You always made me feel there's hope in this world. You made me believed the fairy tales seemed true. You taught me that this life is not as simple as I thought. I've became wiser when I met you. And because of you, I think I would like to play the drum.

Thank you for saying that someday I'm going to meet someone better. But secretly I hope you didn't mean it. Thank you for believing that I'm gonna do well in this life. Thank you for all your wishes. Thank you for letting me to be a part of your chapter.

Once again, thank you. Thank you for constantly making me smiled. Thank you for all the cheers. And most of all, thank you for remembering my name when we met.

:-)