My Sweetest Escape

I don't know why but coming home today was a bit emotional for me. Perhaps I haven't seen my family for more than 4 weeks or maybe I was homesick. But I think I was starting to tremble from my firm foundation and my days have become unproductive due to all the tense I felt. I felt trapped. I had a hard time completing some of my assignments because let's just say, my plan didn't go very well and I was so tired being the alive one. And also, my third crit too didn't go as well as I was expecting as I was being ambushed with questions that left me speechless for a while. Since then, even sleeping couldn't ease the days and I lost several kilograms. I ought to rejoice my new weight but I hate how my body's treating me lately.

For all those bitter moments, the sweetest escape is my home. Mi casa. To find that one anchor that's going to make me standing straight.

Lari dan Lari

Sebelum hari ini, last sekali aku masuk marathon masa form 5 dulu. Bila sister pegang microphone cakap, " Ready, set, go ! ", aku terus lari dan lari dan lari dan lari lepas tu pancit. Sambung lari lagi pastu pancit. Macam tulah sampai finish line. Tanpa practice atau training atau strict diet, aku cuma lari dan lari sampai penat. Biar sampai finish line baru fikir nak rebah atau tak.

Tapi rasa bahagia sekejap dapat keluar walaupun round UIA sebab sepanjang minggu lepas, hidup aku cuma dekat Mahallah dan KAED sebab busy dengan assignments dan third crit session. Bila lari rasa agak tenang bila tengok hijau, tengok biru, tengok kuning, tengok seseorang. Ehemm.

If only I can just run and run without any need to stop, who knows where the road might take me to.

It Wasn't The End Yet

How do you actually perceive your futility in finding that one feeling which makes you happier and crappier than a fool? Well, I wasn't expecting it anyway. For reasons, I do believe that shit happens. It's never a wondrous ride on a reeling roller coaster. There's always bumps along the way and how do I assuage the dreary is by looking the other way, turn the other cheek. Think wisely.

A bit silly isn't it? Turning the blue into something yellow takes a mild effort, yet vigorously. It sometimes occurred to my mind. Why exactly do I need things to go perfectly with my way? Because like I said, shit happens. This shit makes the world much interesting. Embrace it. Hahaha. Nevertheless, it is up to the head to compute the necessary next tempo, and this wasn't the end.

My next stop, the final of final. Bismillah.

Anywhere

Architecture brought me to places that I've never thought of going, places that I've never imagined to be.  I like to travel, I like to explore spaces and discover this world, I like to observe the people around me and my fingers have gone places I've never thought possible. I would like to see the world, eat the food, dance to the music and feel the rain without any worries.

One day, I'll pack my bags, leave everything here and board a plane going anywhere far.

Biingnyeolii

I can't recall when was the last time I watched a Korean drama. Perhaps it was last month, or last year, until recently. I actually managed to steal some moments, despite of all the assignments and projects, to watch Chuno/Slave Hunters. I watched it several years ago, but only the last episodes. This time, I watched it from the scratch. From the very first episode to the very last one. And may I say, I cried like hell.

Goodness, I can't even remember when was the last time I cried while watching a drama. I've gone soft, haven't I?

I think everybody knows how the the story goes. It is set during the Josean Dynasty. Yeah, it is an action historical drama. But as always, it revolves around love. Love for the people and for the nation. My favourite character is the strong but gentle, General Song Tae Ha. Why? Sebab dia macho. Hehehe.

Words cannot describe this story. It was pure awesome. And the soundtracks are just awesome. Like I said, I cried a lot throughout the drama. I cried when Dae Gil dreamt about Eonnyeon, I cried when Dae Gil tried to find his compeer, I cried when Hanseoum died, I cried when Song Tae Ha discovered his dead family, I cried and cried, and I was awestruck by the gentleness of Song Tae Ha. I wish they are planning on doing the second season.

You see, Korean dramas aren't my things. I only watched several dramas that are worth to watch and one of them is Chuno. So, yeaah, I love this drama. I love the scenery depicted in this drama, I love the fighting scenes, I love the storyline, I love the love stories between Dae Gil, Eonnyean and Song Tae Ha, but I love Song Tae Ha the most. Hehe. This thing's gonna be in my dreams for a while.