Twenty

I can finally acknowledge myself as a 20. Sometimes wishing too hard means you are not prepare to live your life as the way it is. The best way is to sit back and relax and embrace your life. Thank you for all those wishes.

 May Allah bless each and everyone of you :)

Random Thought #4

The only thing that has been populated my mind lately is home. I'd give anything to be back at home. Anything.

Safe and Soundly

It's holiday and it's almost noon but I am still here laying and curling farther down under the covers on my bed, enjoying every pieces of my bed because truth to be told, I haven't got any luck to have a proper sleep like for 3 weeks. Finally, I slept soundly like a baby last night. Yeap, been busy with my design, final presentation and portfolio day. Tomorrow shall be the last portfolio day for this hectic and extremely chaotic semester and all the do's has been done. Alhamdulillah. And now, I ought to burn the midnight oil and savour the last days of this semester. Oh yeah, they really liked my design. Hoooraahh !


One more thing, Happy Birthday, you !

La Finale

So basically,  things are going to be like always. Sleepless nights, lack of sufficient nutritions, short span of attention due to sleep deprived, overwhelmed by madness and panic attack, an incredibly short amount of time spending in taking a bath, an abrupt retreat from the community, and a lighter purse.

In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful, here goes nothing :)

Helpless

Finally it's Friday. Just when things couldn't get any worst, I had an undoubtedly rough week. I sat down quietly and started to ponder, what's His plan for me? Why's this thing happening to me? Why me? What have I done to be concluded with such a miserable week? Things should have been easy by now. I've been through worst days yet I found it was quite difficult to wake up in the mornings and to face new days. "What's gonna happen today?", I asked. Cause when I wanted sunshine, I got rain. For a moment, I was helpless. I couldn't think straight. I was blank. But then, everything fell into places. I've finally come to my senses. Shit happens. Shit definitely happens but with reasons.

If Allah do touch thee with hurt there is none can remove it but He: if He do design some benefit for thee there is none can keep back His favor: He causeth it to reach whomsoever of His servants He pleaseth. And He is the Oft-Forgiving Most Merciful.