Twenty One

Well, I was 21 yesterday. It felt like it's the end and it also felt kinda liberating. It's like a sign saying;

"You are on your own now dear gal. You should be more wiser, stop acting like a child and start thinking about tomorrows. "

And then it struck me. I'm graduating in 6 months, I'm 21 and my mom kept on rambling about marriage. Honestly, I'm scared. I'm scared to discover the world outside. I'm scared to be on my own. I'm scared to be responsible on every decisions and actions I'll make. I'm scared to be out from this comfort zone. Like they say, experience life at its best with all your own bills, problems and worries.

Then I realized;

" You are own your own now dear gal. You have the license to make your own choices. And you are free. They won't be treating you like a child anymore. You should experience this life. Go out there and make amends with the world. This is it. This is the new chapter of your life."

This is life. It scares me knowing that I'm on my own now but on the other hand, I am kinda exciting to start this show. 

Oh you make me smile

Dear Architecture,

You make me smile like the sun, fall outta bed,  sing like a bird, dizzy in my head, spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night, you make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe, shine like a gold, buzz like a bee. Just the thought of you can drive me wild.

Oh, you make me smile...

The Game Isn't Over Yet

I love architecture. I really do ! But sometimes it got really tough and at some point, I had to retreat myself into the corner of the room, trying to pull myself back together and wiping off the tears that were coursing down my cheeks.

Well, this is me, being an architecture student. It gets hard here and then, but it doesn't stop me from stepping back into the game. I have to plot my own strategy and choose the best weapon because the game isn't over yet.

Have a happy weekend.