' Do you see how fast Ramadan came back around? That’s how short our lives are.'

A Masterpiece of Epic Proportions

So I went to watch Man of Steel with my old sweet gal. I've been wanting to watch this badly since I heard they were going to make a Superman movie. The last Superman movie was a bit damp and I assumed the upcoming one would be much greater and sensible. Okay, I lied. The reason I wanted to watch the movie in the first place because honestly I thought Henry Cavil was hot. Hehe.

Conclusion, it was awesome. Just awesome and I just love the hammering special effects of this movie. I could feel my heart thumped with such exhilarating beats and I wish I could watch it again. I don't care what the critics have to say. To me, it was fantabulous. Awesome enough to get my mind off from the reality, based on the fact that it's result day this Wednesday. Damn it. Need more time. Need more entertainment.

For Escape and For Solace

I read for escape and for solace. I realize how comforting a good book can be when the world makes me want to cry. The best part about books is they can take us away when our lives, our emotions, our troubles are a little too overwhelming for us to deal with for the moment. 

Walk of Shame

I hate this. Everything was fine. But then, feelings got involved when they shouldn't. In the end, someone always ended up getting hurt. When feelings got involved, everything seemed so wrong whenever problems arose. You no longer could see which one's real, which one's not. Where the heart and mind collided. What the heart said cannot be deemed by the conscious mind. Then life itself  became a charade, masquerading every steps, attempting to forge ahead, trying to be untouchable whilst inside, was just another broken wailing heart.

Skin knees are better to fix than broken hearts. Every superman needs a superwoman and it looks like I ain't your superwoman. Sorry. I am very very sorry. I really do wish this thing could have been different.

Rejuvenation

After a while, days ahead seemed a bit hellish. With me being a bit unwell, sleep deprived and tired, portfolio days were to come, and final examination's around the corner, every colours appeared to whirl around.

Right.

So the fifth semester and Architectural Design Part 4 has ended. Two more parts to go and then you may call me a graduate. The pieces of my life seems to fit again. The old life has been restored because dear people, it's holiday. The toughest semester so far and more unmanageable days to appear, no doubt. The way this semester had been, I am still surprised I didn't break down.

It was doubtless challenging. Three subjects that were headaching every week. Submissions every week, site visits every week, studio's progress were perpetually being monitored by the lecturers, and never let me babbling about the money. It was exhausting, tiring and do spell out all the synonyms available, thank you.

But on the bright side, I had fun. I really did. I gained experiences, I learnt new things, I visited places, I was given a few responsibilities, my social life's expanding, I made new friends, I bonded with the old ones, I had a fight with a boy and I did fall briefly for someone. Ehem.

And when the semester ended, it was a huge relief and well, I was a bit emotional.

All journeys eventually end in the same place, home. So here I am, at home, having the time of my life because again, it's holiday. It's like having my old life again, temporarily. It's good enough to fill the void, awesome enough to actually breathe the air. Yeah, me too get excited when it's school break, not just you kids.

Well people, selamat ber-rejuvenate. Semester depan dan depan dan depan  lagi sakit.