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If I had to describe 2018 with a song, it's Losing My Religion by R.E.M.. 

I always thought the song meant that the singer was losing his mind or his cool. I could relate to that. It's like certain events lead to one experiences internal turmoils. A battle between the voices in your head. Or simply losing hope, where one will never be the same and won't allow himself to be thrown into blind trust again particularly when it comes to the subject of love. 

2018 was an exciting and a happy year, but it's also the year of losing. I lost a cat, a love, a friend, a family member, and almost my own sanity (biasalah budak research - exaggerating much?). But I gained a lot too. I've made new friends, gained new experiences, new skills and new profound insight of life. But mostly fat.

It's only the 5th day of  2019 but I'm starting to feel a tad edgy. I've some many things to be done, so many plans but apparently I'm still slacking off, pretending nothing matters. Not exactly a brilliant way to commence this new year. Hewhew.

Well, I predict 2019 is a busy year. Let's hoping to a happy year as well. Cheers!