Gomenasai

There are so many things bothering me for the moment. I feel so freaking angry with myself that I just feel like punching people so hard that it reverberates back to their past and shatters their wee little skulls. At the same time, I wish to cry. But the tears somewhat evaporate into the thin air, creating what it is called, the sadness vapour. And I feel like running away, as far and as fast as I can. Because I have seemed to hurt people around me so much. Forgive me if I ever hurt your feelings. Forgive me if my presence is not welcomed. And to you, forgive me if I'm bothering you with my friendship.