06 August 2013

It's Gone Before It's Even Started





After a while searching, you've finally found the right one. The one that fits perfectly with you, the one that excites you, the one that is worth it, the one that manages to conquer your heart, the one that you want to spend your special moments with. But then you realized, you can't have it. You love it so much but you just have to let it go because you simply can't have it.  The two of you weren't meant to be together. The two of you were meant to say goodbye.

No matter how deep your love is, you just have to walk away. You love it enough to let it go. Looking back makes it harder, makes you weaker. It haunts your sleep, it invades your dream and sometimes, you just couldn't see even on a clear day. You try to stay strong but you are not strong enough. All you can do for now is to move on no matter how hurt it will be. And you bid the last goodbye and blow it with your final kiss. 

I will never find another perfect baju kurung like you. Sob sob.